Thanks guys, for trying to cheer me up yesterday. Michael + Temasek brother + BFF. Thanks for um, counselling me. Though admittedly I don't feel much cheered up. Less moody maybe.

I should stop with the brooding.

Anyway, today was a lousy day. I always feel pretty happy in school and then when I get home I just feel, well, lousy.

I think I should stop my self-pitying and channel my energy towards. Something. Anything that'll take my mind of this. I need to talk to some high people.

Tomorrow's going to be an even worse day. ...